Day 54

It's Wednesday day 54. Tomorrow we head to Denver for all the last minute appointments before Friday. Friday is the day we will finally find out what all this means. If MRI shows reduction in mass size, there will be no surgery. If the mass has stayed the same or grown, surgery will happen at 10 am.

56 days is a long time to wax between everything and nothing. If it's smaller, or shrinking, then we are not facing certain death. If not....I can't even go there right now.

Today, we're holding onto to the hope that we don't have to face surgery on Friday. Holding onto the people, places and things that have been there to help us keep going on this journey. Even when every part of me being wanted to stop this crazy ride and get off.

Thank you to all the people who have gone above and beyond to help us in our darkest hours over the past 2 months. I cannot say it enough, we know how much we are loved and are so grateful for all of you reading this, praying with and for us, sending all kinds of good vibes into the universe on our behalf and just showing up.

I can say, if we get to come home on Friday, and do not have to face terminal brain cancer....
WE ARE HAVING ONE HELL OF A PARTY and you're all invited.